【FANBOX限定】イルルちゃん (Pixiv Fanbox)

皆さんこんにちは。 今回話したいことが多くて、日本語でよく伝わらないかもしれませんので英語にします。読みたい方は翻訳して読んでください。 Hi everyone, I hope you're doing well. First of all, I have to thank you every time for my supporters, because of you I can keep up drawing until now. I want to tell you my situation, and how I feel these days. I always feel like people don't care about anything about me except my drawings, and this feeling hits harder and harder since I created my own Discord server. If you care about me, the very person who is typing this, you can at least leave a comment when I post. Maybe I will feel a little better. My mental state is not good. This month I tried to draw a new set for supporters only, and I spent 10 days fixing one single art, and I failed. I swear I was doing my best, but the mental thing really affects me. I'm not trying to find an excuse or something, just want to let you know what happened. I lost some supporters last month and this month, and it makes me feel worse. Yes, I'm drawing art for a living now, but it's not about the money...I just feel like I messed everything up and wanted to finish everything off. But do not worry about me, I'm now finding a way to get over it. And I will try to draw more art throughout the year to get those supporters back. I'm planning on drawing a CG set and finishing it this year. If I'm doing that, the monthly post will change to show the rate of progress of it. I'm still thinking about what I should do, and I hope everything will be better from now.