Pausing Fanbox (Pixiv Fanbox)

Hello. Recently I've been having issues, (again), with my emotional state. I don't have any confidence, I lack motivation, I feel like a fraud. I don't get commissions anymore and even when I get the rare one, I will sometimes turn them down because I don't want to disappoint anyone. My mood is very poor and I can't get motivated to try anymore.

This is unfair to the people who are supporting me, so I've decided to pause my Fanbox for September, possibly longer. Unfortunately there is no actual way to pause pledges temporarily, but if I do nothing Fanbox will still be charging you. So the only choice I have is to delete all my plans. I'm hoping that will work. I know this will mean that some of you will not return if/when I make new plans. But at this point I don't think my art is good enough anyway, so there's no point in worrying about that.

I'm very sorry for the inconvenience. Please don't worry, this is all for the best. Maybe I'll reinstate the plans at some point. I don't know yet. But thank you so very much for all the support you've given me. I really am humbled that you thought I was worth your money.

Thank you, Poe